Today, I start a new journey to learn who I am.

I lost me somewhere along the way.

As a child I lost me,

As an adult I suffer with the not knowing who laughed or cried inside me.

I start this journey to find where I left the child that was lost.

She sits there waiting and hoping that someone will remember her.

She has suffered some hard knocks from life

but that didnt stop her from living and going on.

I read through books and study what I have learned.

I go in search of her to help her find me,

So we may be one again and work together.

We have worked apart for so long,

can we ever learn to work together?

We have worked apart, one working one way and the other

and only making things worse for each other.

I start reading again and I learn to talk to her.

We learn that we are not getting rid of things about the other,

just trying to find away to make them work together.

A journey of a life time.